My Digital Journal

This is where I record some of my thoughts that I feel comfortable sharing.

I mainly write them for myself. The biggest thing to be aware of is that I often write these as a dialogue between two persons: Sashna/Dark One and Darth Sashna. Sashna does most of the reflecting while Darth interjects whenever it feels appropriate. In general, Sashna refers to itself a lot while Darth mostly talks to Sashna. My actual thoughts sometimes operate this way as well.

2025

July 2025

17 July 2025 - I discuss the important of reflecting on the past.

18 July 2025 - I feel that my mood is rising and am recovering from last week's exhaustion.

21 July 2025 - I express bemusement at my lack of focus.

25 July 2025 - I explore the faulty thought processes that lead to me procrastinating. It quickly devolves into whether Darth is snarkier than Sashna, which is odd because they're both me.

August 2025

3 August 2025 - I express worry about my current academic situation and pick apart fantasies of power.

9 August 2025 - I mull over the deception inherent in procrastination. (Written on the early hours of 10 August to reflect on the previous day.)

10 August 2025 - I try to devise strategies for staying focused.

11 August 2025 - I contintue to devise strategies to get off my phone. I also express my thoughts on moral superiority.

12 August 2025 - I recount how my day was similar to previous ones and how I did not use my full range of tools effectively.

13 August 2025 - I express bitterness at my failure to focus on important tasks. I also express interest in exploring static site generators.